AGH!!!!!!!! The stupid computer logged me out just before I pressed the button to post one of these!!! It hates me! :c So sad. Nah, I don't really care. Gives me more time to procrastinate. So yeah, anyway I'm ALIVE!!!! despite what the activity on my page says. Yeah... sorry 'bout that to all those I promised to do something for. I'm not gonna make any promises but I might bring myself to get up off my lazy butt and flop over to the camera to take pictures of my latest stuff. Then I might sort-of-maybe get around to download it onto my computer and upload. I've recently realized that I'm really flaky on doing stuff, especially when depressed.

Yeah I've been kinda mildly bipolar-ish for these last few months. First I'll be all low-self esteem, "I'm the most useless thing on the planet and I should go curl up and get out of people's way so I don't mess up their lives more than I already have," kinda stuff. And then I'll have a brief mental epiphany where I realize that I have friends that are the best in the world. And Then I'll get all hyper and my mind'll go about a mile a minute and revert to the rationality of a 5-year-old with money and I'll go out and raid the candy store of all it's chocolate and then I'll realize that I don't want chocolate at that moment and kinda throw packets of M&M's and Twix and stuff at the walls while laughing maniacally and scaring the crap out of the dogs (and any unfortunate human who happens to be near by). Then I'll usually continue my 5-year-old hyperactive train of thought outside to climb trees or bounce around the house or draw something or (god forbid) wander into an area populated by PEOPLE!!! Then I usually do something stupid and they look at me funny and I get all self conscious because I remember I have low self-esteem and I hastily haul myself back into my room and draw and listen to sad music and watch TV and then remember I have homework due. After that the whole thing pretty much starts over again. -.- (though I'm usually not quite that manic. Just using what happened while I was left alone in the house a couple weekends ago.)

So on a different topic. If I have promised you anything that hasn't been uploaded in the last few weeks or, I'm ashamed to admit it, months I'll try to dig through the art that my mother 'organized' during her cleaning rampage a few weeks ago. -.- (I CAN'T FIND ANYTHING ANYMORE!!!!!!!) and upload it hopefully before February.

Ps. If you have any interesting commissions tell me now because I'm feeling in the mood to procrastinate and I'm bored. Nufsaidhaveagoodweekenbye. o-o